jus me

last post

2004-12-27T05:42:00.000-08:00

this zis my last post on this blog as i will be moving to a new one so pls link me at http://frozen-in-space.blogspot.com. see you there!

2004-12-18T10:00:00.000-08:00

been a long time since i blogged. jus cannot be bothered. like the blooging thing has been sucked out of my life. haii, grandma say she wanna bring me go shopping fer new year clothes soon, dunno when, hopping to get a pair of levi's jeans cos it's so comfy. now dun get me wrong, i'm not fer branded stuff. i just thing it's comfy. kinda having mixed feelings about school reopening. some part of me hates it cos i hate my school life and another part of me wants it so badly cos it's so damn boring. i just missed my fwens, beng beng, xiuqi. simply dying here. but at the same time i dun wanna meet those fake ppl. do u actually noe that blogs tell a lot of things about ppl? haii, i've been played a fool n i did'nt really realize it. i feel so stupid not treasuring all those ppl who were so close to me. but i am not one who is good at expressing myself. i really hate my character.just so damn pissed off at myself. i feel very stuffed with no one to turn to. i hate it. anyway, i really cannot stand it liao. i gotta study harder so as not to disapoint my mum who has been giving me mental support. but she also dunno what's is really the bloody problem. i jus gotta learn how to chill! thank god for ppl who are willing to lend a listening ear like wen! anyway i finally got my pencil case. wonder who our subject teachers will be. well, tired liao think i gonna sleep liao

emotion

2004-12-18T07:37:00.000-08:00

It's over and donebut the heartache lives on insideAnd who's the one you're clinging toinstead of me tonight?And where are you now, now that I need you?Tears on my pillow wherever you goI'll cry me a river that leads to your oceanYou never see me fall apartIn the words of a broken heartIt's just emotion that's taken me overCaught up in sorrow, lost in my soulBut if you don't come backCome home to me, darlingDont you know there's nobody left in this worldto hold me tightDont cha know there's nobody left in this world to kiss goodnightGoodnight, goodnightI'm there at your side,I'm part of all the things you areBut you've got a part of someone elseYou've got to find your shining starAnd where are you now, now that I need you?Tears on my pillow wherever you goI'll cry me a river that leads to your oceanYou never see me fall apartIn the words of a broken heartIt's just emotion that's taken me overCaught up in sorrow, lost in my soulBut if you don't come backCome home to me, darlingDont you know there's nobody left in this worldto hold me tightNobody left in this world to kiss goodnightGoodnight, goodnightAnd where are you now, now that I need you?Tears on my pillow wherever you goI'll cry me a river that leads to your oceanYou never see me fall apartIn the words of a broken heartIt's just emotion that's taken me overCaught up in sorrow, lost in my soulBut if you don't come backCome home to me, darlingNobody left in this worldto hold me tightNobody left in this world to kiss goodnightGoodnight, goodnight

shity

2004-08-19T17:01:00.000-07:00

shity lah, my home the internet cannot work lor. using mdm seah's lesson to do my blog. now got a lot of test and ca lor. so little time leh. so shity. haii... feel like sleeping now. kuanyee is lying on the table beside me...... she like very sian...hahaha, kuanyee was the one who press the button so we all can use the com.haha... ok, shall blog another time cos i wanna go update class blog liao.....tata

hahahehe

2004-08-09T03:05:00.000-07:00

happy b dae singapore! well, not that it's really of any importance to me.. i jus cannot seem to study bout science. i onli noe that an element is the simplest unit of matter. do we even did to noe the periodic table? dislike my blogskin now, so not me lah. i think i gonna change it but it's like change a lot of times liao lor...i created a webbie for our class liao... (http://rawke4rs.blogspot.com) linked it to my blog liao.... yeah... feel so accomplished, unless charmaine change it lah. k then i shall go find me a new skin, see ya laytah!

life is so boring

2004-08-08T01:44:00.000-07:00

die....my cca haven change yet... i dun even noe change to wat..i dun really like npcc lor...my mum dun like me to b in uniform groups lor..haha...jus remembered something, wy is called <>now at wy's house...doing our teacher's dae present, not really very gd, wy has to come to my house, dunno when lah... haii, well gotta go check on my present so tata.

yeah

2004-08-07T11:03:00.000-07:00

i have suceeded.....at least i think i have.......cos i got the code liao but still no music leh....... haii....dunno oso lah.... anyway wad happened to powerwebmusic? got my sis to buy me load up wif music, dunno if she will or not, have to wait till tomorrow cos she's like very late then come home.... then my mo xie still haven lear and the coming up science ca.... i dunno if i'm up to it or not. well, i wanna cancel my tuition then my mum very pissed off, carn b bothered wif her cos i mean she's like scolding me for the whole dae and it's over small, tiny matters lor. dunno lah... guess i gonna like check out other's blog.....k then c ya soon.......till then......laytah

haii

2004-08-07T10:28:00.000-07:00

yup, it's me, i have come-d to blog after so long. well, watched the village... it was great.. ky cannot get the meaning. n char gave her a new name.... well... then she calls me how horrid is the stupid name? wah lau, she has been calling me that n it's quite irritatin lah....

let the bad colour not be seen, it attracts them
do not go into the woods, it is where they want u to go

haha... got freaked out? the show is so great and yet ppl like ky dun understand, haii. for crying out loud... it's great...oh chuckie and baby coming soon... it's damn scary... i watched the first one and i threw all my dolls away.....tomorrow i go wy house.....making surprises for teacher's dae.... flora u dunno rite....that's why it's meant to be a surprise.. it's way past bed time but i not tired at all. trying to get music into me and class blog. well, trying but cannot. whu noe's ar?

syf dance

2004-07-31T15:00:00.000-07:00

went to the syf dance 04 yesterday, it rocks. there were some dances which was quite funny cos the chinese was quite lame. sick flora was giggling for dunno watever reason n she made the whole row of chair vibrate. wah lau, so pai seh. anyway the chinese dances was those type of stupid dances. the ballet was real good and i jus realize something. well, i think indian music is quite cool lor. it has this cool beat which makes you feel like dancin k. me andwanying was practically movin our head. it was kinda dumb but i think it damn hilarious. haha..there was this real great dance which was a mix of ballet n western and it was the best lor. my ex-pri. school got sliver, haii,my ex-principal was there but did'nt see her. wondered why hip hop was'nt included? well, though it's not ethnic but quite cool wad? nvm... perhaps in the future have... hehe, there is mo xie on tues, geo ca on wed.....die....mati! oh yeah, read l***'s blog liao... she is like so changed liao. in pri. sch, she wasn like tat k, she was not the rowdy sort but now, she is so wantin to b popular. is being pop so important. i'm not exactly pop but i dun giva damn. if ppl dun like me, then jus be it. haha....i'll jus laugh it off but she is so like action and it's so stupid of her. she can even go sae that she had gal tok bout guys. n it's like r***** can still trust her, defend her. is she dumb or dumb? but, well r***** alays sae forgive n forget lah. hopefully, she noe l*** true colours. l*** is so tryin to get pity from others n it's like treatin ky so badly on her blog and in front of us like so pally? she is so spreadin rumours. she like the bitch in every mean girl movie cept she not pretty of pop. haha... she summore can sae that we are HER last time clique!!! is it me or since when was i part of HER CLIQUE, haha... i read it n i burst out in laughter. sorry but i wasn part of her clique as she did not have. if u wanna noe whu's my clique then it's definitely none of my sec frens, it's wanying, joween, flora, eloise and not forgettin wen-mei. she was a nobody in pri sch n now she wants everybody to noe her. IMPOSSIBLE lor... now she's trying to break ppl's friendship n it's so CHEAP. i have only tat word to describe her <<>> anyway now i hang out wif ky,char,dian n alexa but i dun see myself as a part of their clique. well, if ppl think so, i cannot be bothered, they can jus sae so lor cos i won clear up wif them. but i think none will be as close as my pri sch frens.
i'll jus have to see wad happens bout l*** and hopefully, can see her true colours/ciao!

heyys

2004-07-29T19:07:00.000-07:00

wah lau, deleted all my other posts liao. then heard from ky that char linked a lot of people and linked into lena. i tot that last time she was a bitch and that she now changed for the betta. but she damn suay lor. she insult ky then she is like so pally with her in class. but she dunno that we noe her blog liao lor so i think she is a cheap slut. acting like she noe bout everything. thinkin she very chim but i think she sux like big time. well, dun let her spoil my mood which is already spoilt by her. haii, anyway later going out wif mc n wy. yea! and i think i gonna quit npcc cos i cannot take it anymore. perhaps drama is more for me. haha... im gonna be the emcee for my class, now flora cannot gloat at me. here tat flora? haha.... k lah, stop my nonsense. haha....stupid alexa laughing at the jews house kana burn down last time and how a person got shot in the head. now she sayin it's very sad..... crazy woman.... mood swings..... oh gosh she wanna cry cos of the sad story now. how crazy can she get? kiddin.... if ur lookin at this, lexa. gonna change my skin liao so tata.